||[Jun. 24th, 2004|10:41 pm]
|[||what im feeling
so its official. cedric and i have taken an official break, not a break up, but a break. and this means not talking to each other for more than a week, not purposely tho.
so i guess im kinda availble, but not flaunting it. i may go on a couple of dates, but, it depends what mood im in. im not going to go for the first guy that shows interest in me cause then id be in trouble lol. im a free girl now, i can do as i please, and i am surely going to exsecute it as that.
im going to spend a lot of time with friends, and myself. i hope to write in my online journal daily to express how im feeling.
hopefully all this time to myself will really get my neurons pumping and i'll be able to think about what i want in the future. well i already know what i want, i just have to choose if this is the right person. i have to say that i wasnt the one that came up with this idea, but in the end it was the one that made more sense, and was better for both of us. i think that everyone in all kinda of relationships need time to think things out, no matter if they're just starting out, or if they've celebrated their 50th anniversary.
in the end, it'll give me time to think if this feels right to me. and if at the end of the time period it doesnt seem right, then i just wont go on with it. its as simple as that.
tata for now,....call me if you need a date.
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